Psycho Drama Mind State (Poem by BlaqcRain)

Every time I hit this wall my mind stirs itself into a psycho drama mind state/

It feels like to many thoughts goes into one thought/

To much future riding on just one thought/

You ever ride that carpet ride that flies you every single night /

Sometimes a reason to have very sleepy, sleepless nights/

Basically you toss in turn, sleep for awhile, regret life for a second and turn right back around/

Endless cycles until, your life streams sick and, your bleeding pain like flame lit cigs/

Hot n Cold sweats dripping from the neck as you contemplating your next step/

And when you think the fight is over, your mind re-enters the psycho drama mind set/

Loose yourself in the fight, only to realize you have to do it all over again because your mind is playing tricks/

But, everyday you choose to dance with the devil, hoping you have enough will power to quit/

Hoping to have peace with your nightmares that whisper to you swift.....

... But, its back to the psycho drama mind state of shit.

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